Rise Against - Saviour Lyrics

It kills me not to know this but I've all but just forgotten
What the color of her eyes were and her scars or how she got them
As the telling signs of age rain down a single tear is dropping
Through the valleys of an aging face that this world has forgotten
There is no reconciliation that will put me in my place
And there is no time like the present to drink these draining seconds
But seldom do these words ring true when I'm constantly failing you
Like walls that we just can't break through until we disappear

So tell me now
If this ain't love then how do we get out?
Because I don't know
That's when she said I don't hate you boy
I just want to save you while there's still something left to save
That's when I told her I love you girl
But I'm not the answer for the questions that you still have

But the day pressed on like crushing weights
For no man does it ever wait
Like memories of dying days
That deafen us like hurricanes
Bathed in flames we held the brand
Uncurled the fingers in your hand
Pressed into the flesh like sand
Now do you understand?

So tell me now
If this ain't love then how do we get out?
Because I don't know
That's when she said I don't hate you boy
I just want to save you while there's still something left to save
That's when I told her I love you girl
But I'm not the answer for the questions that you still have

1000 miles away
There's nothing left to say
But so much left that I don't know
We never had a choice
This world is too much noise
It takes me under
It take me under once again
I don't hate you
I don't hate you

So tell me now
If this ain't love then how do we get out?
Because I don't know
That's when she said I don't hate you boy
I just want to save you while there's still something left to save
That's when I told her I love you girl
But I'm not the answer for the questions that you still have

I don't hate you
I don't hate you, no

Rise Against - Savior

A meaningful song to me.

So much left unsaid.

Do you remember when we first met.
You told me in the end we'll fall apart.
I will hold on forever
Promised me, you'll never disappear.
When I'm with you, all the words I thought I'd never speak came out.
Yay for me, you talked to me.
But can someone kill me in my sleep.
So that I will never have to wake up from my dreams.
My dreams is not as empty as it used to be.
Just want to hold you baby.
Inadvertently I will bleed.
Trying to find a place to lay this fragile heart of mine.

It just ain't a phase of life.

Waking up every morning and have something to look forward to.
There's nothing else that can make me think twice.
Dreaming of you and me
Just want it to last forever.
When love just isn't just a feeling.
Someday dear.
Just hope it isn't too late.

illusions of reality

Lies
Its a critically acclaimed disorder with no cure.
Radio/Tv tell me a story that isn't scaring everyone.
Save us from this honking antelope.
The weak.
The coward.
The politically blurred.
The unthinking majority.
Its justice.


A day will come, when everyone worship media?
'Undisclaimed euphoria' at hand.
And like the sheep we shall be.
With uncounted shepherds.
Sacred idiosyncratic.


No matter what I pretend, its all lost under the table.
Changing the tablecloth now and then.
Just to fool the foolish.
Feels like this is good enough.
Logic makes faith looks like a big asshole.

She's my Addiction

Never expected a crush would turn out this way.
Like some magical fairytale world.
Where prince and princess exist.
Even problems always ends up a happy ever after.

I wished there was a way.
Slapped myself to tears.
I'm not scared to walked through the flame.
As I see my vision and every other thing burns.
Because someday they will be tranquility at the end of it all.

Day after day the hills getting steeper.
Even day and night don't mean anything.
I don't mind what happens now and then.
When I'm constantly failing you.
When I'm trying to do it right this time around.
When all this feelings doesn't make sense.
When you deserve better. 

I'll never let go.
If you promised not to fade away.
Can you save me from this.
Just want to be your knight in shining armor, dear.

Went over and beyond the call of duty.

Living in a world of reluctant souls.
Its an infinite struggle of lies.
No reconciliation will bring it all back.
Dreaming.
Someone please kick me back to reality.
Now.

A fine line.

If only you knew how much I cared.
If only I could add colors between this lines of love and hate.
If only you knew how hard I am trying to figure you out.
If only I could convince you this ain't an ordinary story.
If only you knew this will not turn into a lie, beautiful and free.
If only I could show you heaven ain't a hoax.

Tell me how did it end up like this.
Tell me stories of Romeo and Juliet.
Tell me about you and me.
Tell me all this ain't a mistake.
Tell me what I've done isn't wrong.
Tell me how all this will end.

Taunting the Unthinking Majority is Fun.

Something that kept me thinking.

- Nothings personal just an urge to fucking talk shit.

- We do not wait for people, people wait for us?

- Once upon a time, a fucker tried to fuck around with us. It took him only three weeks to get a hold on himself and stop crying. Lalala~

- We ain't god, god ain't us either.

- Freedom of speech is our mentor and motivation?

- Motivated by hate?

- Endless pride and ego is the way to go.

- Lack of perspective? Fuck off.

A State of Delusion

Once, I believe I could find a trace of love in all those bullshit.
I thought and believe that you were Her.
You're like a colourful pill.
Makes me high for no fucking reason.

For all the things that I wanted to say.
Fuck them all, it just ain't coming out right.
Slap me back to insanity.
If I start to behave sensibly.

Behind those thoughts I know there is something left unsaid.
If only you knew how real all this is to me.
For all those things I said before.
Its merely a memories now.
I cared too much.
Destiny is'nt that bright it seems.
No matter what, I hope your doing well Dear.

Just a song/thought I came up with quite sometime back.

Yet Another Nonsense

Was bored so decide to talk shit in Garena chat room. It goes like this:-
.me
.other pussies


[20:52:52] .dtgb: SEX?
[20:53:03] .carrotmoron: LOL
[20:54:26] .dtgb: I POKE CARROT STICK IN UR PUSSY THEN U KNOW
[20:54:47] .onadinz: dun use carrot lah, better eggplant
[20:55:20] .dtgb: OK
[20:55:25] .dtgb: gogo
[20:55:46] .onadinz: can i test to your gf first?
[20:55:57] .seekforblood: +2
[20:56:00] .dtgb: sure
[20:56:02] .dtgb: y not
[20:56:15] .sippy.: 2 more
[20:56:18] .sippy.: join my game now!
[20:56:44] .onadinz: oks wheres your gf, if not can test to your sister oso
[20:57:02] .dtgb: nvm its ok i tested on ur mom already =)
[20:57:15] .dtgb: she say shiok !!!
[20:57:18] .onadinz: oh mum died when did you tested
[20:57:24] .dtgb: in her grave
[20:57:39] .onadinz: and thats bone tested no fleash
[20:57:54] .onadinz: you might end up crazy
[20:58:04] .dtgb: i AM crazy
[20:58:10] .onadinz: host can start now
[20:58:27] .dtgb: ok i allow you to play your game

Parteh!

Went to ChinaOne yesterday at clark quay since St James was packed. to celebrate a crew birthday. The nice part is we managed to get in when we are only 21/22. The club age limit was 23 for guys and 18 for gals. Live band was playing that night. Southern comfort was shiok with coke/redbull. The DJ mixes was not bad either, kept dancing all night long lalala~. That night was a good night =).

Everything is lol.

WAKAKA.

Sometimes just wondered what is serious to me and what is not. Can't really differentiate between them. Finally, Why so serious?


Not everyone is who they seems.

LALALA~

pro-death

Something 'interesting' I came out with while stoning.

Don't try to come over and teach us.
We're the death crew,
We're always right,
We're fucking real,
When we fight we'll win.

Unripe vengeance is just fuck up.
Everything but death is a lie.
The truth is something wild?
In the end...
God doesn't really matter in our fight

Devils are tainting us?
Voices are whispering, 'fuck you all'.
Darkness shall guide for eternity
The reaper does'nt exist but our crew does.
So c'mon motherfuckers prepare to get a taste of death.

by: dTc

Tits for Thought.

1) Realism definitely has a dark side, it is the few moments that makes life seems perfect.

2) Isolating the present from the future making sure unchased dreams do not waste life away.

3) Adoring every moment of sanity. Its a lie, beautiful and free.

4) Trying to make dream a possiblity by sleeping more. Its a critically acclaimed disorder with no cure.

5) I've tried to have some sanity,but in my righteous own mind had it for breakfast.

Back.

Been some time since I blog nonsense. Other then that I'm back in action.